Why why why
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
I don’t see you for a few months and I feel a modicum of reality, then I fall into the void again when I see your ******* beautiful face.
What is wrong with me? Do I enjoy pain? Or am I just obsessed with your ridiculously perfect smile? Who is to know.
All I do know, is that I love you as much as I used to, and I ******* hope that changes pretty soon.