i don't know how to feel what you gave me was so real but distance is a reality now waking up everyday knowing i won't see you waiting for me by the fountain after work i cried in the parking lot you cried in new hope intervals of emotion chaos and commotion from my heart to my head 3am awake on my couch as a bed and here we are now, I'm so afraid that the more time that passes the more feelings will fade life will change & we'll fall back into routine