******* moon
******* sun
******* day
******* stars
I want all of you to go away
******* happiness
******* sadness
******* too rage
I want all of it to just go away
Leave me alone toxic thoughts
I don’t have the patience for that **** today
I’m tired of healing
I’m so sick of being under construction
Cant I just be normal already?
Is that so hard?
Why can’t someone tell me it’s all done
I just want to be a peace already
Everyday the same old thing
Heal, heal, heal
Feel, feel, feel
I’m so tired of yoga
I can’t stand the thought of mediation
I want to eat all the food in my fridge
But I don’t want to deal with consequences
I feel myself spiraling
Repeating the vicious cycle
I know I’m not cured
I know I still like to runaway
I still hate dealing with my emotions
I probably should leave this on a happy note
But that would contradict how I feel
******* too emotions