This feeling of regret
It's tearing my heart apart
Killing me slowly from the inside out
As the days pass me by
The more I dig my own grave
Making me see what my real purpose is
And why I need to just be gone
This path of self-hatred and everlasting pain that I always cause is of my own creation
What cause me to make this path?
My loneliness, bitterness, my lies, and my actions
These are the things that made me keeping seeking a journey to the end of this path
Searching and searching for answers that can change my outcome before I reach the end of this lonely and depressing walk to where life will one day end
Although it seems that no one cares what happens to me now?
Not then, so why now?
The way I see things is that with me out the way
I'll never be able to hurt, betray, or lie again
Those whom I wronged won't be miserable and disappointed in me
Now that I'm almost to the end of this journey
I haven't found my answers that I seek so much
I'm praying that I'll get what I'm seeking before I make the decision to call it quits