I'm *****
covered in filth
sick
hopeless
lost
I'm not even trying
to be found
I thought I already hit rock bottom
but it seems to be on repeat
why do I keep falling?!
I'm a liar
the pain is everywhere
physical
mental
it hurts everywhere
I don't deserve this soul
my body is hardly a temple
I let it become thrashed
forsaken
desolate
I've disowned my heart
bathed in all things impure
it's not worth it
to be alone