I have seen the lights of hell I have, also been close to death I feel in my, vains that I'm not enough.

The brokenness inside me holds me,
Back covering the my mouth hoping, That they could silence the sound of,
My voice but what they forgot was my,

Thoughts are louder than my words,
My mind speaks louder than my voice,
But my heart and soul is always silent,
Because of how many times I have,

Trusted people with them just to find,
Myself picking up the broken pieces,
After they have decided to play with,

Them and when you tell them that,
They had ****** with your heart and soul they look at you like you're crazy,

Telling you that is payback for what you did to them,
When all you did was love them and be there for them support them and their decision on their dream and life choices,
But all they wanted to do was hurt you so now you're in hell with not only your broken heart and soul but your fauther the god of fire Lucifer.