I don’t think I’ve told anyone about this thing in my life
Don’t know exactly what it is just yet
But, I just think it’s too much for them to handle
Too much to sink in to their overbearing brains
But the connection from this thing that I continue to hold on to
Got it totally linked in
Making me feel totally insane
As if I’ve lost all control of the situations that this thing got me in

I didn’t at first want anyone to know about it
Too afraid of what their responses was gonna be
So I left it for myself and for the rest of the world to see
So I told the world about it
And only they know the situation
Only they know what goes on what everyone else couldn’t see about me

This thing left me a choice
Telling me I’ve got a choice I need to make
Decisions of two I need to choose from
But the overwhelming power of this thing
Is making it hard to do
But something else within me with even a greater force
Is making its way to the front to battle this thing
Helping me to come to grips of greater truth