nicotine invoked dreams of sunsets and pathways that will lead you, they will not deny you. i’ve made friends worth my wisdom and freedom, some who have run screaming.

but i’m here waiting. you witnessed me babble on about dinosaurs and rage about capitalism. you brushed my hair when my mind has been sick from withdrawals. my body shaking from a craving.

and now what do i do… when all i crave is you?