Some big moments I wish could happen
Eyes are lapsing and clocks are stopping
This world we live in,
Now losing it's meaning
Words are pausing and sins' unforgiven
These memories we used to draw, now forgotten
Bloodstream's clogging, all emotions' corrupted
Those moments we've formerly erupted
Left themselves in the frozen garden,
Thought we'd be reaching heaven but now I'm broken,
In my every blink, a resurgence to when we sinked
I'm sick and tired of everything happening
I need you, despite the stormings,
This mind's breaking, itself into shatterings,
For I don't know when we'll be seeing
I'm really longing and hoping
That I could be there, attempting
For a recollection, but stainings
On my own shirt are now disappearing
Paintings on the wall, began remembering
Our bad memories causing hearts breaking.
I don't care anymore despite your unwanted feelings
I'm making a statement for this shaming
I'm making a statement for all my failings
The sealings, are too wide for shippings
And leapings of love, more like slapping with glory
Girl I'd create my own ways
To show you my real rays
And the moment my world lost faith
Is when I failed to do whatever it takes.