she must be in such pain I always think I always, always think
but still her ire gets the best of me
her pain is not quiet, not to me;
it's thrashing, kicking screaming, crying, willing to wring the garrote of her small hands around my neck
it's her quivering lip spilling forth short "I'm sorry's" and calling for my embrace and then her small frame turning to drub on the same wounds again,
again, again again, again again again again againβ
the flame's rising and rising, and I'm quick to rush in! but I'm too small, like spit on the fire