I can't look into your memory eyes,
They retain all my feelings from the past and I
Can't bear you so close, so close you interfere with my every thought,
Every detail of you, I notice, but don't want to.

As your red nails play at the edge of the page,
I think how I wanted you closer before,
But now I can't take it,
And I'm smiling
But how am I supposed to be able to breathe with a heart that is torn?
Every feeling leaks out,
And anyone I hold dear in it will fall away from me.
An infinite apart.