I look back on that single closed door.
I can't take this pain anymore.
So much love and so much hate
That is so unbalanced,

I can't concentrate!
Its too much to deal with,
Too much to bare,
I've lost so much of myself

That I believe she isn't there.
I'm the walking dead,
Not able to prepare myself
For what lays ahead.

I am so broken, beaten, and battered,
Everyone knows my whole soul
Has been shattered.
I look back on the life i once had

And realize,
That this world as we know it has gone completely mad.