HOW LONG?

You hope you’d never be wrong
You hope you’d someday belong
To someone, somewhere far or around
Which You've never known before

The white is getting black
The sky is getting dark
I've been waiting from the start
But the end has no fact

How can I know the good from the bad?
What if He's good is bad
How can I learn from my past?
How can I know if He's the Mr. Right?

Does Mr. Right mean to be the perfect one?
So without him there is no one
What of if he’s destined to die young?
What will I have done?

Sometimes, I wonder who he is
I wonder If tall or slim
Reserved or goodwill
Kind or mean

I wonder if God's choice is my choice
If he will accept me and my flaws
What if his family and friends will not
Will it still be love or lust

How long will I just wait?
I only know my age
Do I still want to take the fattest bone?
Can someone just tell me how long?