The fear, its numbing
my hands are clammy,
can hear my blood, rushing,
with my heart accelerating
keeping in beat with
my
breathing.

I'm scared
my thoughts an endless maze,
have too much on
my
mind.

Am I making the right choice?

Can't listen to my inner voice,
my heart kinda made that clear,
it misses you, even when you are
right
here.

The fear, its numbing
but oh the heart stopping joy you bring me
is truly a thing of
ABSOLUTE
BEAUTY.