do you find it necessary
to sneak inside my head
when I am trying to enjoy my morning
having just risen out of his bed
where he was soft and kind
but I cannot enter a sublime state
instead, I feel horror
realizing whats to blame
my unannounced tears on
oh god. what have I done?
I cannot sleep with one
because my heart lies with another
who doesn't seem to want it anyway
give it back
don't you do this, grace
get out of my head
like that song you always sang
stuck
and it feels like a constant headache
ache
I am aching to only be touched by one pair of hands
even if it means I break