This is how I feel after getting screamed at for hours on end.
This is how I feel after being called an idiot by my family.
This is how I feel after my family calls me a disappointment.
I want to end my life, but I don't want it to hurt.
I want to end my life, but I don't want to hurt the ones I love.
I'm ready for the next life, and it's ready for me.
I'm depressed and sometimes i want to die, mainly from the constant screaming from my grandmother.