After a long long time
I have finally given up.
Accepted my Faith.  
Maybe this was Destined.

Always was the first to initiate.
Always gave in to your Demands
Sacrificed many relations
Safrificed my passions

I guess it was not enough
Now lost and disheartened
Want to just end this but cant
Every Day Passes by
But the Evenings are Torturous.
And Nights even worse.  

I just pray all this ends soon.