Sometimes I go places or see people that used to be a huge part of my life and my body doesnβt know how to react. Torn between timelines. Two people at once. Past me and present me do not fit well together. Opposites do not attract because I feel my two selves pulling apart. I used to say the only person for me is me, but not even me is me. Do you get it? I donβt think I get it.