Not sure where the family behind us is from but they are reciting scripture in the mess hall cafeteria. This lingon berry soda is almost finished and my patience is almost finish and I donβt know if I can handle what lies ahead of me and my satire stature. Itβs like I forgot how to write; forgot how to type; forgot how to spell and tell if I was right. Itβs like Iβm a meatball floating off the plate about to plummet on the cold, hard ground.