Some days are better than the most..
Some days are easier to live through..
Some days your best friend doesn't get you...
Some days you don’t get your best friend…
Some days its easier to ignore people than face them and answer there questions..
Some days its easier to shut them up…
Some days you are strong and independent…
Some days you are weak and vulnerable..
Some days you want to lock yourself in a room…and on some days you just want to open up your wings and fly…
But now a days its been cold…and ignorant…as if nothing is effecting me…as if I m not trying to pull back whatever I am losing…as if there is no one to look upto…no one rely on…all alone dragging through days…listing to people..listing to there taunts…listening them insulting me….seeing them playing with me…with my emotions…no one really know me yet they think they know me so well…I wonder what happened to ME ! I wonder why everything is changing…why everything is so perfect yet so empty…things that used to matter to me..i don’t bother to give it a second look….i wanted to learn the art of letting go of things…because nothing is going to stay..my father dint..my mother’s marriage dint..My friends dint…I DINT…stay the way I used to be…may be I wanted this…maybe I wanted to be alone…then why is this bothering me…I wanted to LET GO of everything…now that I have mastered this art…is it wrong? Wasn't I supposed to let go of everything? Wasn't I suppose not to try hard to convince people to stay? Because I know they wont…maybe I doubt them too fast..Maybe I should not let go so easily..Maybe I should fight…but what if it doesn't work? What if I loose whatever I fought for? What if its not worth it..?