I tried to make it work,
But it only put me on the edge of my anxiety,
Now the voices inside my head are getting loud,
I really wish that I could just shut all of this out.

I didn’t want to be the disappointment,
And now you’re all embarrassed by me,
You’ve always had my back,
So this time round I thought you would’ve had it too!

But I guess that I was once again wrong
Because that’s just parents for you.

I have a fog surround my mind
And it’s making me confused,
But this time I’m gonna trust,
In my silence bound cries.
This time!
The feeling of my uncertain actions,
Are taking it’s toll on my sanity.

You expect me to have the answer to these life changing questions,
And I’m sorry mum for letting down our family like that now,
But this world is cold and cruel,
And because of that I keep losing,
To this game we call a life.
I’m sorry that I let you down!
I feel the end of me is nearing soon.

You don’t want to make this work,
You keep making it all worse,
This once I need you to listen to me,
But you never want to hear my words.

You don’t want to accept the change that I made in myself,
And let me guess you want me to apologize for it,
But if we keep going at a rate like this,
At one point one of us will be forced to leave.

But even in a moment like this,
You’d straighten up and act like nothing happened.

I have a fog surround my mind
And it’s making me confused,
But this time I’m gonna trust,
In my silence bound cries.
This time!
The feeling of my uncertain actions,
Are taking it’s toll on my sanity.

You expect me to have the answer to these life changing questions,
And I’m sorry mum for letting down our family like that now,
But this world is cold and cruel,
And because of that I keep losing,
To this game we call a life.
I’m sorry that I let you down!
I feel the end of me is nearing soon.

This is the world that I now have to live in,
But this change is going to be good,
It will benefit and prepare me,
For the person I am meant to become.