Is it all hopeless?
I feel so ******.
So *******.
is this who I am?

This is far from the first time
My eyes have felt
or my tongue as tasted
the salt of tears.

This is far from the first time
my heart has shaken
it's been breaking.
but it's so new.

My breaks knowing I cause you pain
My eyes form tears when each day is the same.
I'm still the same.

I've been seeing you grow.
I watch you flourish.
Your are strong,
I feel so alone.

How is it when I feel your skin
you couldn't feel further away.
I'm slipping babe, I'm slipping.
Will you ever forgive me?

Will I ever feel whole?
Will I ever end this feeling of being hollow?
I can't see your load to follow.
A pill I'll never swallow.

Please forgive me.