I wish I didn't miss you. I wish I could hate you. I wish I was able to wish your death so your physically form wouldn't haunt because I already have you in my mind to do that. I wish things weren't this way between us. I wish we both weren't as proud and ******* as we are, and we could say we love each other and we miss our friendship that is now lost; I know you miss it too.
I wish the word "sorry" meant something to you when I said it repeatedly one year ago.
I wish you would come back running to me saying you were sorry too.
I wish all of this didn't happen so I could still have you by my side, just like before. I wish you could still give me your advices, I wish I could feel the warmth of your comforting hugs.
And at the same time I wish I haven't met you. I wish I had never entered that room you were in, I wish I had never said "hey you", I wish we weren't friends in the past, I wish I hadn't had my heart broken by you,  I wish I hadn't had broken your heart. I wish our lives would follow another path where we would had never seen each other's faces. I wish I had never met you at all.