im getting so tired
my brain seems to be coming unwired
sometimes i tell myself ill sleep when im dead
but i wish i could lay in bed
an drift off to sleep
but the thoughts creep
through my head
they are about the things i use to dread
relationships from the past
when i use to cut
an everything but
the happy thoughts
the times my parents fought an more
my head is sore
from the strain
the pain
of no sleep
not even a peep