i saw her in a dream.
a perfect reflection of every good intention ive had for myself
loving caring beautiful stable with silky long blonde hair
a toned body and tanned skin.
i saw her in a dream
a second reality.
she keeps fresh flowers by her bed side
hangs eucalyptus in her shower
wakes up at decent hours of the morning and
goes to work on time.

the reality is

i get too drunk
i sleep till noon
im broke and
i lost my phone
i have bags under my eyes
i watch to much ****
i wear clothes that dont fit
all my flowers have died
but i do have fresh eucalyptus hanging in my shower.