I dont want to lose you
but I dont want you to be near.
I dont want to hurt you
but all I could do is take
- take away my pride and all my inhibitions
for you to be safe.
Because i am not worth it,
never was and never will be enough
to hold you tight through the night
wishing that the morning after you'd stay.
I just wanted you to be safe
from the monster that I became
from the person I promised you I wont be
from the coward that is myself.

-I love you but you're better off without me.