Aug 2018
stars in the sky
moon on the water
you're on the grass
alone
cry til you cant feel
scream til your throat's raw
no one around to hear the pain
go to the edge of the water
jump in the water
swim to the bottom
sit
let the water fill your lungs
life is a game
that you will never win
dont go up
let it all be over
moon on the water
you're on the grass
alone
cry til you cant feel
scream til your throat's raw
no one around to hear the pain
go to the edge of the water
jump in the water
swim to the bottom
sit
let the water fill your lungs
life is a game
that you will never win
dont go up
let it all be over
so my middle name is rose and i did all of this ****, hoping i would die and that no one would save me. sadly in real life someone did save me. it was my best friend. i didnt know she was around but she was. she jumped in after me and brought me to the grass and saved me. i want to be loved like real love, romantic love. i just dont see that playing into my life
