why cant i look like the other girls the girls that are wanted and happy i want to be pretty i want love love like what you see in movies hold my hand pull me close wipe away my tears hug me from behind i want to live that kind of life where i dont need alcohol to be happy where i dont have to tear open my arms to get rid of pain where i dont need *** to fit in where i dont need drugs to be accepted but that wont happen at least for me life will always be cruel nd unfair thats the life i live