And I have lost
And I have lost every hope of decency.
And that’s when I lost every hope of
Decency.
Despite of what
What of, despite the fact that,
Decency.
I have lost it, despite
Despite I have lost.
I have lost despite
and I have lost Decency.
But sans these evils,
I am human
I am kind, virtuous and whole.
Despite my loss
of  decency.