i don't know you anymore
but i used to
i don't know how you
say her name
but i think about it
more than i'd like to

you can’t just
crash into me
like i’m a
****** tree

now
these child-like hands
grasp for something
tangible
when all i ever wanted
was someone
understanable

just watch me run away
i know you’d love to
see me evaporate