You once threatened my innocence with words harsh and thoughts that ran wild,
creating sensations that numb the mind, heart and soul
But keeps the body alive, vulnerable!
Aware you take advantage, controlling the corpse like body for your good
Fulfilling you desire to win me over as i enjoy the momentary pleasure, which slowly, suddenly fades into regret and resentment
You leave me pleading with my mind and soul to grow stronger for it won't be long until come again whispering your beautiful lies into my ears.
Lies i believe knowing the truth,just for one moment of pleasure in exchange for a lifetime of regret

But now your wispers are no longer heard,
No feelings of resisting
But guilt before it all begins
Aware of the thoughts u create
Its my own mind that renders its self numb, helpless
In the palm of your hands I've come to fulfill your desires without complaining or resisting
I thought one day I'd be able to over come this but little did i know it's become a part of me an infected *****
That suddenly attacks the body, when least expected
I can't resist any longer
again i fall into the devil's snare