Every night goes by and I wonder.
So scared by what I don't know.
Taking steps I never knew I would have to take.

My life is ******* by a thought I didn't make.
Time is lost in something I didn't take.


But it was taken from me and now I'm trying to move on
Live life in a different light.
Nothing has worked.


I'm still so stuck.
Yet have a life to bring up
I'm *******.
I need to grow up.

I need to move on.

I hope if my eyes ever lie on him I will know.

But for now it's all a big no.

Seize the day and move on.
That's my next big show.