i feel like you don't trust me any more
or did you ever
or was it all a display
an act that you always put on
that's just for me no one else
sees what you say no one knows it is an act
you say i am wrong that your life is bad but you don't know my past
The pain that comes with it is just like a scarlet ribon
You joke about the things that bring back the pain but you just say sorry and keep on doing it
Maybe if you saw me brake down last year when i found out she almost killed her self how i didn't feel like i could partisapate in PE
All because i was thinking what if i was not her friend then she would have died
I was so happy that because of me she was alive but then i just cry and cry