Hate is a strong word
that's why I choose to use it..
It explains exactly how I feel about you

A childhood destroyed
Happiness hindered

Grew up calling you mom,mommy, mama,mother
Treated you like there was no other
Showed you love only son could offer

I asked for a fish, u gave a snake
Looked for love but you showed me the stick.
Oh,How well I knew that stick
Asked for a warm bed and a pillow
All I received was a coldfloor and a Brick

But still my love for you stayed strong.. Even when told I don't belong..
Heart burnt so many times it no longer feels sore
You make it look like ****** cared for the jews more
A home with no love, a "family" of individuals..
What more could a minor ask for?

I want to fight fire with fire
Smoke blunt get higher and higher
An eye for an eye
Take your life and give up my place in the sky
But I can't,its not me.. Sure sometimes I see people get hit by cars and all I can think is how lucky they are to die

I hate you..
But I can't blame you..
As much as I write wrong about you I know I can't never right the wrongs about you..
Hate is a strong word..
That's why I choose to use it..

You need to change
.