The decisions we make, we must live with them all
God always tests his strongest soldiers,
But even with that I feel like I’m always losing
And love is something for which I’m always longing


Then there was you
With whom I thought this treasure might be found
But was I wrong as ever
You couldn’t even be real with me when I was around

So, I say **** it, I’m done
I don’t need you in my life
But then it’s just me and my thoughts
And a bunch of restless nights

So I try to move on and be a stronger me
But if I can’t be myself then there’s no reality

Hopefully, one day she’ll come walking into my life
That one girl who I can make my queen and my wife

But, I can’t let it be easy
My heart has hurt too many times
I’m sick of feeling my stomach twisting
There is only so much I can take

Can a heart be broken beyond repair?
Is there enough time to heal such wounds?

To be honest I feel lost without you,
But at the same time, I’m better off too