I try
I try so hard to hide it
I know me, It can't be tru
Don't know who knows or if they do
I can do nothing
I dont even get it
It makes no sense
How can I not know me
**** man, that's intense  
Don't know no truth
And that's how it'll stay
I got nothing to tell no *****
To just stop the suffering
Imma pull the trigger
Might end up recovering