He will always be the one who got away.
He will always be the one
who occupies my thoughts
more than anyone else because
he will always be the one who got away.

He doesn't even know.
Or maybe he does and
wants me to suffer.
In that case,
I still deserved it.

Edit:
I am
still
deserving it.
Present tense because
I put him through
hell and back, and
he will always be the one that go away.