When you left me
I erupted like a volcano
I self destructed in every way possible
Because deciding you wanted yourself more than you wanted me
Would change things
And I hope one day you see
Being so selfish is never the way to go
That pain that comes with walking away from love is just as real as the pain that comes with being left
And I cry a tsunami for you every night
I’m still crying and it’s been over a month
That’s how I know your different than the rest
Because I know I won’t ever be able to forget you
Because you were a whole other kind of beautiful boy
The kind I could fall in love with and pray to god I marry one day
Even though you always said you never believed in marriage
And I hope you see the pain that comes from walking away from love is just as real as the pain of being left
Because that’s the story of my life
But I have faith in you
If it takes 10 or 20
Months or years
I’ll still want you more
(v.m)