It rained a lot today
I used to love Monday's because that’s when I’d get to see you
And I saw your car in the school parking lot today and all of a sudden I couldn’t catch my breath all over again
Even though I thought getting through my day meant not thinking of you
When that happened I thought I was seeing things
And I asked him why I had to see that
I asked him why he took you away
But no one answered
As usual
The first thing I did when I saw my friend was cry
And it sure did rain a lot today
I cried in the car
I didn’t leave for half an hour
I just sat there
Staring at the rainy windshield
Sometimes wiping away raindrops
Just to get a glimpse
Of anything
Of everything
That reminds me of you
This morning on the radio I heard all the songs you loved
And listening to them felt like being stabbed in the heart
And it really rained a lot today
But you probably don’t care about all the ways it rained today
(v.m)