I could be a narcissist,
Tell you the best of lies
I can trap them,
Think they're worth my time

I could be the best of liars,
Cigarettes and ****
I can spit fire faster
Than I am running away from it

The best dumb *******
You could ever find
And it's just a waste of time
Because you already know
The things I'll tell you,
Doctor Who

But who are you?
Have you bent in half
To make them stay?
Have you cried and wanted to die?
Do you want to be so much more?

I am so physically and mentally
Tired.
So here's my truth.

I am better than what you think
I am a lost soul that is good
Everyone makes mistakes,
Bad decisions are lessons learned

If you aren't or never
Have been tired like I am now,
You don't know me.

You think you do
But
You
Don't.