Waking up from a sleepless night
Everything around looks just right
Heart's still holding on to you real tight
Head's light
Weary from the battle within
My spirit takes flight
Scared I would never win..

Still your silence screams
Still it feels like a dream
I wake up to type another good morning that never gets sent
I still write all the things I usually say to you when you were my friend

Do you ever pick your phone to dial my number
Then remember that maybe I like you won't pick up?
Do you have sleepless nights, yet dreams about me that mess you up?

This is the worse kind of heart ache
This is worse than a heartbreak
Oh wait!
It is and I guess that's why I've lost weight

I hunger for you attention
I thirst for your affection
I'm tortured by your gentle rejection
Save me, you are my salvation


r3d
17/8/16


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