Friends-
I don’t know what I am feeling-
Or how to express what I want to say-
I don’t know if words could make it better-
Right now, I don’t know if I could pray-
I feel like I am lost without words-
Words I wish I could say-
In grand scheme of it all, there was a pause in today-
And my heart skipped a few beats for pain that isn’t mine-
Thinking of what you might be going through has been plaguing my mind-
I reach my spirit out to you every second of this time-
Holding on to emotions eating up my insides-
And that is just a fraction of what you might be going through-
Life can be cruel but I believe there is a purpose for all-
For the old, for the young, for the short and for the tall-
Time will help heal the pain but it might never fully go away-
I send you my love and peace be its name-
I hope you are well-

Dealing with all of this-
I know it’s not easy-
I know it’s far from bliss-
I don’t know the pain-
But I do know the miss-
I wish a fast heart recovery-
For I know you are so strong-
I wish you the ease of the world-
The beauty of its songs-

Ella-
I did get a chance to meet you-
You came and went faster than I could see-
Now you are gone and its eating up inside me-
I cried tears for you-I have know your mommy for sometime-
I shed all this emotion-I bare in time-
Take care of your mommy from the Skies that are above-
Continue to share memory continue to share your love-
Little Ella-maybe one day we will meet-
We will swing on the swings-
We will dance with our feet-
We will play till the moonlight finally shines-
We will laugh and we love and we will live in rewind-
May your little soul be blessed-
May your parents heal and be able to rest-