i almost like it better when i'm thinking too much makes me feel like i'm alive and not some dead battery found in the trash when it can no longer be used find peace in the swirling thoughts in my head like a toilet that wont flush because it means i'm still alive still able to comprehend what you're saying still able to feel. i will live another day and get caught on something new and probably trip and fall back to that low feeling i'm used to but that's okay because hey, after all i'm alive and right now that's good enough.