no, just a little lost.
a call for attention
helter-skelter,
off the boat

no, you don't get better in a day.
but you do see a little clearer,
as much as i hoped loyalty
to a thought or idea would
change something crucial,

I thought this,
i thought that,
i thought wrong

i was never the opposite
no, not a day, but minute by minute
and I am sorry that I never made
that clear, that I have the tiniest
amount of faith but enough to
know that i can be healed
and have no scars


not a day. minute by minute.
I was never the opposite, just
reaching through the brambles
of something much
larger than this.