"tell me if you ever feel it coming on, i'll try to stop you." even though, no i would not be able to. what would i do? call the police? no
i might walk to: her house and tell her dad she did it. i might walk to: my room and soak the pillow with tears. i might walk to: her headstone, at the cemetery.
i can't think of anything i could do, maybe there's nothing. trying to stop her would just be hopeless. it's like that song the one by queen "don't try suicide" maybe she could give it a listen?
wrote this a while back, things are getting better.