UNTITLED

lost in the depth  of confusion

Could not differentiate the peaks

Clouded by my disturbed emotions

So I gave the world a space

Suffering from the hangover of rejection

Gave the  love of my life a space

Broke up with my sensual feelings

Dumped the chaotic world for my visioned silence

In that instance,I  realised I needed the world

More  than that my anticipations for privacy

Missed the touch of my sensual feelings

I missed the voice that make my heart tremble

Though I kept the distance ,but I was imprison in a stronger bond

My soul kept  searching for peace even though It appears peaceful  

The price of my emotional independence

Is a constructed emotional slavery

In the depth of perpetual emotional Gitmo

Thought  you will be forgotten ,but you became relevance

Thought you are just a feeling,but I realise i'm indulge in that feeling

thought I kept my distance, not knowing I was getting closer

I need the chaotic life,I don't want to be normal

Cos normalcy is boredom at it peaks

I want be abnormal in your visionary normalcy

For once,i want to lose some sense of celebrated maturity

Be free as a wind, be  dominating as a storm