the first day
a small ache in the left corner of my heart
It goes away
suddenly a smell, a picture, a song
triggers emotions in me
regrets, everything that went wrong
It has captured that tiny breathe of air
what were happy memories infest me with sadness
my heart writhes in despair

the Past torments me every day
It attempts to eat me alive from the inside out
starting at the heart
finishing with the mind
that's what happens when you follow your mind and not your heart
i'm consumed. It screams at me
DID YOU CHOOSE CORRECTLY?
i whisper "i don't know"