I've been gone, in a far away place, that only I can go.  
I was born there.
I died there.
Bathed in the sunlight and fall winds.
The memories haunt me, hiding themselves in the deepest part of my mind.
I no longer miss it.
I yearn for something more, something different.
My once place of solitude has turned crowded.
Crowded with overwhelming thoughts of sadness.
My only escape was to forget.
I'm here now.
Lost in my own reality.
Searching for something that doesn't exist.
To be bathed in sunlight and fall winds once again.
To find love, obsolute love.