Here's my heart,
In my hands.
Forgetting all the cans
And cant's.
So thoughtlessly I destroyed myself
To give you all that I am.
Now I'm trying to stay high on the feeling, smoking a gram.
Love and lust
Easily turned to
Hate and disgust
Rage and fury burn in my brain,
Growing louder and louder.
I'd like to dip your heart in liquid nitrogen, smash it,
Then snort the powder.
If only that could amount to the
Pain I feel.
Bringing me to heaven, only to drop me to hell was all too real.
As real as an overdose,
Skipping my life to its fate.
But what would be the point,
If it was all because of hate?