i stayed up late last night
tossing and turning
i couldn't sleep
i could not stop replaying
the memories of you and me.
i searched everywhere
but i must have deleted the videos.
i long to hear your laugh
or see that cheesy smile you used to wear.
i want to feel your warmth
and feel safe in your arms again.
but the truth is
you are not an angel
you are a demon
sent here to destroy me.
to rip my heart out of my chest
while pretending to care.
why do you wish
to tear me apart?
i just want to sleep again
but you flooded my brain
so here's to another sleepless night.